faolanwhispers

Gone are the long hours, spending time together, laughing & giggling. Gone are the secrets shared, the inside jokes,  the fun we had together. All that remains are the memories.... Good bye Peighton Alice Morgan... you were an amazing friend... .I'll never forget you

I've tried to fall asleep for like two hours now, and no luck. My head is pounding, and my dad & step mom's fighting is adding to the intensity of my headache. ^~^ I'm sick & tired of this, every night. On & on & on. Screaming and yelling over senseless, stupid things. I'm trapped in a hell hole with what seems like no escape. .-. I guess you could say I'm depressed, again.... Lost & confused in a far away world.... Anyways, I have a lot on my mind... a bunch of stuff. So, there's this guy. he's been hurt real bad. he's super sweet & funny, and I can't believe any girl would give up anyone so special..... He's a really close friend of mine

Today was definitely one of my off days. .__. I felt so out of place, even with my best friends! I just don't know anymore. This week has been pretty unbearable. Between my parents fighting, my mom pretty much disowning me, and finding out that one of my friends is really sick with a terminal disease, I'd say I've pretty much hit rock bottom. ;~; I'm not sure about anything... I feel like every decision may end up being a grave mistake. I'm hopelessly depressed. Music and drawing are my only escape right now. I also feel like I might have made a mistake leaving my boyfriend.... I really miss him now. He hates me.... and he doesn't even